Time…

I’m sure I have other posts on time.  It has to be one of life’s most complex ideas.  One I’m sure we’ll never have answer to.  Today I ponder the ideas that make life feel torn.  My children are growing.  They are smart and beautiful/handsome.  They have manners.  Benjamin held open a very heavy door the other day for two ladies… it was so cute.  He was a gentleman and I wish he was on video looking like the door was going to slam in on him and two ladies…lol  So, that’s one hand.  Torn?  Yes, because I want them to be small forever!  I want them to grow, and I love watching all of the wonderful things they learn and do… but it’s passing so quickly.  Jade just got braces.  She has raging hormones.  She has her first crush.  Benjamin is so tall.  Very smart.  Lauren is already the age Jade was when we had Ben.  It is just passing and passing.  Joy and sadness at the same time.